March 27th was my 4-year blogiversary.Plus there are a lottttt of hotties on there holy fuck. It’s reminding me of the importance of community, and of being around like-minded people, even just in a digital space. I’m in a Facebook group for local kinksters and it’s the best.This is a fun skill that I hope to explore more! I bought some blue and pink bondage rope and have been learning some rope basics.My boyf likes to leave a purple mark of ownership in the middle of my chest, and I wear it like a badge of honor. Now I wonder if that affection for hickeys was also a sign of my burgeoning kinks, because there is something about feeling “marked” that is so sexy to me now. I used to love these back in high school, because they were tangible proof that I was liked just spotting a hickey on myself in the mirror was enough to put a big goofy grin on my face. Early this month, I went on a first date with someone who (at my behest) pounded me with my Eleven while putting steady weight on my upper chest with one hand, and, oh my god. Currently my favorite thing is getting fucked – with fingers, a toy, or a dick the tool itself is inconsequential – while being held down.(Now I just need an Aslan collar… and a dom-y person to put it on me…) Often these aren’t even sexual fantasies I just take comfort sometimes in imagining myself being a dom person’s good little pet, sitting at their feet and attending to their needs.
So, this is a new thing for me: I’ve been having fantasies about being collared and owned.The super-defined coronal ridge doesn’t always agree with my vagina (more detail to come in my review), but I’m pretty into the toy’s dimensions. SheVibe sent me a green and yellow Godemiche Adam and it’s gorgeous.Sometimes my clit craves rumbly vibrations in a shape smaller than the Hitachi but bigger than the Tango, and the Shibari Mini is ideal when that’s the mood I’m in. While I’m still annoyed with the controls scheme of the Shibari Mini Halo Wand, it nonetheless got a lot of love from me this month.(But, secret confession: it still doesn’t hit the spot quite as well as my partner’s fingers.) It provides the most consistent and fulfilling A-spot stimulation of any toy I’ve ever used. I’m never getting over the Double Trouble.Luckily, sex stuff (especially certain types of kink) is helpful to me in that regard. Like last month, this was a tough one for me: my mood disorders were all over the place and I found it difficult to function a lot of the time.
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